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Tonight afternoon, me and my uncle decided to go eat while my sister Jasmine goes to practice. Me and my uncle say down, and then for a few awkward moments, he finally spoke about my birthday. "So. I am unable to afford a birthday party for you." He said, looking at me, as if he was disappointed with himself. I was in complete shock, because this is the second time my family done this to me, but it gets worst. I asked, and he said, "it's Franco's birthday in May 6, and I told the family that i'm not going to throw a party for you". I was wanting to cry on that spot in public, but I restrained myself. I just, I just couldn't believe it. Franco is my little cousin, and the most rudest kid in the world. At least, in my book.  

I don't know why, but I just blame my aunt. My aunt had her wedding day EVEN though she is already MARRIED, had the same day as my birthday. She even had choices, one of them was on my cousins prom day, or my birthday. Guess what she choose. But at the same time, I don't since I can't control which birthday my little cousin has.

I understand why, and I know why, but... Why can't they just have another day to party on my birthday? Why couldn't we just have the party in my home, and they can bring the meat, the speakers, the balloons, the decorations? Aren't we suppose to be there for one another?

Why did they skipped my birthday 2 times?

I don't get it.. And I never will... Because I just.. Really see myself in the corner with no comfort.. And it really, really, REALLY pains me when I have to go to another party in the next 3 days..

Like we can't even afford to go somewhere... We aren't poor but idk why we can't have a day where I can be happy..

I am crying secretly, we just got home right now, and I.. Really want a break from everything. Like, I don't want to mean to sound so stupid and so much of a drama queen, but it hurts when your family skips 2 times of your birthday and then they will say "we'll celebrate it NEXT YEAR" WHEN THEY POSSIBLY WONT. IT HURTS.

I seriously don't mean to be a brag... But it's true. I can't hang out with IRL friends, I can't even go out in town, I seriously can't go anywhere without my uncles permission.. I seriously can't.

It hurts.. So much. I decided not to be on on my birthday. I may, or may not. IDFK..

Again, I don't mean to be a such a brag about it, but when you think about it, that's 2 years since they didn't celebrate it. And we celebrate our baby, elder, small kids birthdays. Even aunts and uncles, even when we have problems with each other, but mine. At least 2 times.

I wish.. I can just not be part of the family and take Jasmine with me.

If your someone who can relate to this, or had the same problem with family skipping your birthday, or even if they skip more then 2, then you know how it feels.

I'm sorry, like I'm so sorry for being such a brag and a dramatic queen... Like It angers and saddens me. I'm sorry.

Please. For anyone who is going to be like "oh but it's 2 times, that's nothing" it is. That's 2 years. 2 FUCKING years they never celebrated MY birthday but my other family members.

"Oh but they can't afford it" didn't you read my journal? My family members could at least come over to celebrate.

"Oh but it's just a birthday." A birthday, I know. But.. Seriously.. Like if my uncles and elders and aunts can have THER birthdays celebrated, why can't they celebrate mine? If this makes you cringe or whatever then don't comment or even read it. Just leave if you feel that way. Please.

I'm so sorry.. But i'm not in the mood to argue and such... I'm just.. Tried. Lonely. Sad.
Who wants me to make a slutty cute femboy? ewe
Post a comment, I'll feature a deviation, but you must do the same. Limit- 3

1. Fluff-Bomb360………

I love the cartoon-ish style! It really brings up a happy mood (at least to me), and I love your color choices you have in your pics!

Tell me if you teared up or cried, I swear to god I am at 3:17 and I'm crying ;;
Can't think of what to draw so I release my stress by making this journal. Lmao.
*Copy this into your Meme..

-Choose 10 of your OC's
-Answer the questions
-Then tag 3 people

1. Rocio
2. Nasaki
3. Frost
4. Nyima
5. Rose
6. Rin
7. Jasmine
8. Ilyssa (10 years old)
9. Nick
10. Roxio

1.) 3, 7, 4, and 9 go ice skating. What happens?
Frost: weeeeeeeeee!~


Ny: I'm breaking through the ice!

Nick: *is a huge chicken to go ice skating* eve"

2.) Its Christmas!!! 5 throws a christmas party and invites three people of choice. Who does he/she invite? What happens?
Rose: my husband, my daughter, my other daughter-

Me: uh Rose. Different people. -3-

Rose: oh! My husband, my daughter, my daughter-

3.) 6 catches 2 dancing/singing to the 'spice girls'. What's 6's reaction?
Rin: fuck you doing


Rin: fuck is this song

4.) 1 and 10 are stuck in a janitor's closet. How the crap did they get in there?
Ro: ... Roxio.

Rox: ... So it's me an-

Ro: DON'T.

5.) 4 confesses his/her love for 8. What happens?
Ny: what

Ilyssa: O3O

6.) 3 walks in to see 6 and 7 making out in 3's closet.. What is their reactions?



7.) 9 and 5 have an argument that soon turns into a fist fight. How did it start? And How does 2 try to break it up?


Nas: funny thing is BOTH OF YOU ARE AT FAULT!!! *hair on fire* BREAK IT UP OR YOUR ASS WILL TURN TO ASHES!!!

8.)  6 and 7 are getting married! But 8 is in love with 7. What does 8 do?
Rin: Heh.

Jas: so yeah, that's all ouo

Ilyssa: ono

9.) You here a knock on your door. You open it to see every one of your OC's bursting in to your home. What do you do?
Say "THE FUCK?" Then let them in -u-

10.) 2 admits to you that he/she killed 9. What do you do?
Nas: um.. To be fair he was asking it. -3-

11.)  Everyone gathers for movie night. What movie do they watch and what goes on?
The walking dead owo

12.) 4 and 5 have a karaoke contest. What happens? Who wins?
Rose: Nyima obviously owo

Ny: we could sing cotton eye joe. Crowd loves my dancing.  

13.) If you could meet any of your OC's, who would you choose?

14.) 10, 2, 3, 5, and 9 go to the zoo for the day.. What nonsense do they get into?
They would get into a lotta trouble. Such as almost getting eaten by crocodiles and lions.

15.) 7, 1, and 4 see a rainbow and decide to try and find the leprechaun with the pot of gold. Do they succeed in their mission?
Yes. Because they tried.

16.) 1 and 2 are stuck in Australia somehow. How do they get out?... Or do they?


17.)  5 discovers 7 drawing a Yaoi picture of 5 and 1. What does 5 do?
Rose: O3O Jas we need to talk.

18.) 6, 8, 9, 10, and 4 go to a Lady Gaga concert. What happens?
Rin: good thing we didn't bring Ro here!

Ilyssa: she loves lady gaga!

Roxio: I can see why.

Nick: hey, this isn't half bad.

Ny: *enjoys the music*

19.) Everyone is mad at you! What did you do? How will you get them to forgive you?

20.) 4 and 3 play a prank on 10. What do they do?
Ny: by dropping ice in his boxers.

Frost: -v-~

21.) Now that this Meme is over, what will you all do?

all: go after each other's asses. And ground the little ones.

dualb0ss AllenRavenix
I need sinful ideas. I need some because I need too do more art. Pls.
As the title said. I have a fever, and I STILL have to go to school.. Ugh.. For those who I am RPing with, I may reply REALLY slow or really fast.. Dunno.. I just want to take things slow.
I'm gonna be back at school (HELL) tomorrow. Wish me luck. ;v;
Do people even care about me, or are they just trying to hangout with me so I wouldn't go "mental crybaby"?

It's not my fault. Okay? It's not. You don't even know me long enough, and if you did, you would know what HELL I have been through. How many friendships were broken, how many times I've been in PAIN. I don't care. I don't even want to think about it. At this moment, it's burning my head. Badly.
Because dualb0ss bein a boop to me

how attractive I think you are ❤️:
[] ... :')
[] ok
[] you're cute!
[] gorgeous/beautiful
[] hot B)
[] perfect~
[] I honestly dunno what you look like!

what we'd look like in a picture:
[] normal
[] holding hands
[] pulling faces
[] doin couple poses

what we'd do if we lived together:
[] party, party, party!!!
[] eat ice cream for breakfast
[] have pillow fights
[] have movie nights
[] cuddle and kees
[] we would never live together in the first place >:v

what I'd do if you snuck into my room at night:
[] scrEAM
[] throw a pillow at you and tell you to get out >:0
[] grin mischievously
[] watch movies with you
[] let you stay the night
[] kees/cuddle you
[] bluuuuush
[] attack you

what I'd do to you if we were in the rain:
[] push you into a puddle
[] kees you
[] let you in under my umbrella
[] give you my jacket
[] hop on your back
[] dance with you!!
[] skedaddle

what I'd do if we kissed :
[] smile and blush ("s-senpai...")
[] be surprised
[] push you away (gently)
[] pull you closer
[] bite your lip so you'd bleed >:v
[] wonder if we would kiss again

what kind of hug I'd give you:
[] a lil side hug! nothing intrusive
[] a long, dramatic hug~~
[] a sweet hug!! lots of snuggles
[] a bIG BEAR HUG WHERE I PICK YOU UP AND SWING YOU AROUND (to the best of my abilities)
[] I just wouldn't hug you B')

if I'd date you:
[] yeah!!
[] nah
[] I'm not sure??

you should...
[] be my homie
[] be mY BAE ;*
[] talk to me more
[] put this in your journal so I can comment too
Tell me an idea of what to draw?
What do you like MOST about my artwork? Is it the color? The style? Anything?
Jasmine always calls Pugs, "Puggies". People would question why, and I'm like "because that's how she says it".
With Rocio.

1: When did you loose your virginity?

Ro: between 19-20.

2: Rough sex or soft sex?

Ro: rough~

3: Do you have any unusual kinks/fetishes?

Ro: does the glasses fetish count?

4: Weirdest place you’ve had sex?

Ro: at the beach but hey, NUDE BEACH AMIRIGH?

5: Favorite sex position?

Ro: 69, while my husband is top~

6: Do you like to be dominant or submissive?

Ro: hmm... Both~

7: Have you ever had any one night stands?

Ro: eh.. Not really.

8: Sex on the bed, couch or the floor?

Ro: bed, couch, floor.

9: Have you ever had sex in a public place?

Ro: one time. It ended horribly.

10: Have you ever been caught masturbating?

Ro: yes.

11: What does your favourite sexy underwear look like?

Ro: it is purple and black with strings. Very transparent~

12: How often do you have sex?

Ro: everyday. Lmao~

13: Is there anybody right now you’d like to have sex with?

Ro: Vicccctorrrrrrrrrrrr~

14: Do you prefer giving or receiving oral sex?

Ro: receiving~ I like it forced and forcing~

15: Most embarrassing thing that’s ever happened to you during sex?

Ro: um.. Daughter walking in.

16: A song you’d listen to during hard/rough/kinky sex?

Ro: I don't play music while I have my sexy time. I'd rather hear my husbands grunts~

17: A song you’d listen to during soft/slow/passionate sex?
Ro: hm... Every time we touch.

18: Are you into dressing up for sex?

Ro: kinda, lingerie is one.

19: Would you prefer sex in the bath or sex in the shower?


20: If you could have sex with anyone right now, who would it be?

Ro: um. as I said in married... But... *blushes*

21: Have you ever had a threesome? If not, would you?


22: Do you/would you use sex toys?

Ro: yes.

23: Have you ever sent someone a dirty text/picture?

Ro: yep.

24: Would you have sex with your best friend?

Ro: ... If I have it and permission from and with my husband, yes.

25: Is there anything you do after sex? (for example, smoke, eat, drink)

Ro: sleep and drink.

26: Something that will never fail to get you horny?

Ro: being bitten in the neck, something between my ass, or being asked to strip.

27: Early morning sex or late night sex?

Ro: late night.

28: Favorite body part on the opposite sex?

Ro: their mouth and their necks~

29: Favourite body part on the same sex?

Ro: The.. Hair??

30: Do you watch porn?

Ro: -w-~
Arms and legs? ;v;
Surf bored. Surf bored.